"like the fame. the fact that every night, at right around the same time, for the rest and past of my whole damn life, i have not only imagined, but spent time, psychologically prepping myself for the fame, and the future success, and goddess i am so sure i'm going to become. i guarantee that most people have dreams of accepting oscars, or starring in a beautiful movie, but none of them take this little day dream as inconsistently seriously as i do. the last time i acted was about 4 years ago, in a stupid school play. every night, i practice monologues, in the quiet of my own room, sure, but i do not take lessons, i do not sell myself, i have no plans of moving to LA for pilot season. nothing about my "dreams" are realistic, and yet i live my whole existence with a sense of humbling superiority."
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